This is an EXTREMELY blessed post! And accurate! When I first moved out I was so excited for my new place I slept on the floor and had my tv there and that was it. Loved it. You grow and you build and you gain and you lose. I lost that place and everything in it. Now I have a new place with new things and it’s very much home.
In the future, there is a small, quiet room that is just yours, where you are safe and you are free. In that room your shoulders will finally start to come down from around your ears. Nobody can come into that room unless you let them. In that clean quiet place, you will work and you will study. You will love and you will heal.
There’ll be a moment when you realise you’re 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn’t be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don’t talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom’s burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won’t be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.
Edit- I added the visualizer for this piece on my YT, check it out here
i love the implication that theres just SO many fucking sinking ships that these ships managed to skew the sex based data of death completely 💀💀💀
“Women and children first” is what soldiers say when theyre deciding who to rape and murder when they invade a foreign territory. The titanic happened like once and men havent let us forget about it for a single day
Please also remember that they had to hold men back at gunpoint to even give women and children a chance to reach the lifeboats because men were trampling them and each other to escape like rats.
Chivalry is a lie and what’s worse, it’s a lie they came up with! And they resent women and children because a couple men said “hey maybe don’t punch that woman in the face and drag her off the lifeboat so you can take her place huh”
Isn’t there a whole thing about Titanic being an outlier because for most sinking ships, men save themselves first?
I think Hayao Miyazaki is so right. Romanticizing is the only way to live better and peaceful life. You gotta have to romanticize every small thing in your life. Just like how they romanticize everything in his studio ghibli movies. Every small detail from like kitchen to work, to school or college, to even going on a bus.
a lot of newer vampire media has abandoned “can’t stand sunlight” as too cheesy or too big of a limitation but it’s good it’s so good i forgot how good it is. vampirism comes at an immense cost it’s both eternal freedom and eternal confinement its unending vigor and beauty is a thin veil over the brittleness of something already dead!!!! fuck yeaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!
“There comes a day each September when you wake up and know the summer is over and fall has arrived. The slant of the sun looks different and something is in the air–a coolness, a hint of frosty mornings to follow.”
